爱
有时是甜蜜的..
有时是痛苦的..

若知道爱会让我痛苦的话..
我宁愿把 ‘爱’ 这个字，从我人身中的字典里删除掉..
（其实没那么惨啦.. 开玩笑的）



昨晚..
收到张妈妈的短讯..
知道了一个消息..
我的一个好亲戚.. 过世了...
我和他不是很熟.. 但不知为什么.. 泪水却不知不觉流了下来.. 心里也很痛..
＊叔叔，很对不起.. 我不在新加坡.. 不能送你.. 真的很对不起.....

我还没告诉任何人关于我亲戚的事..
但 Jack 和 Tommy 这几天，都让我一时忘掉所有..
谢谢..
我不是不讲话..
是我听你们说话.. 我就很满意，很开心了..
谢谢你们的冷笑话.. 谢谢你们为我唱歌..
谢谢..



某人说过..
' i wldnt ignore ur msg de la'..
但某人每一次都等着某人..
某人希望..
若某人知道某人不应该等某人..
或某人根本就不喜欢某人..
就请某人尽快告诉某人..
不要在让某人更喜欢某人..
不要在让某人等着某人了..

好想好想和你在一起..
和你一起数天上的星星, 收集春天的细雨..
好想好想和你在一起..
听你诉说古老的故事, 细数你眼中的情意..
好想好想, 好想好想..
好想好想和你在一起..
踏遍万水千山, 走遍海角天涯..
让每一个日子都串连成..
我们最美丽, 最美丽的回忆..


八月十八日，星期天..
在中国度过了情人节..
和新加坡一样.. 街上买着一朵朵的玫瑰..
我在这里，祝..
有情人，终成眷属..





买了新的猴子在中国陪着我..
叫 Kyso..

八月十四日：

这一天，我病了..
觉得自己好没用哦..
在沈阳的第二天就病倒了..

第一天上班.. 我的老师说没事给我做..
所以我一整天就上网做自己的事..
傍晚，一位朋友名小谢，带我去吃烧烤和蛋炒饭..
我病得连饭都吃不完..

回到家里.. 吃了药.. 就睡了..


————————————————————


八月十五日：

今天上班还是一样... 没事干..
我和我朋友 Abby 去银行开户口..
整个银行那么大... 一张椅子都没有...
我感到很不舒服，却无法休息...

开完户口..
我们去了警察局扮 Visa...
警察局非常的偏僻..
德士司机说会在外头等我们..
但却没有.. 害得我们必须要走出去..
地上都是泥土.. 超难走..
有一辆共车路过.. 插点就把泥土喷到我的衣服上了....

不知道为什么会那么倒霉..
上德士时，才把第一个脚放进去.. 德士就开始走了..
幸亏我及时跳了进去.. 要不然就受伤了..

哈哈...
连我洗澡时都会盐水..
水都流到外面..
很倒霉吧..

我的病还没好呢.. 咳..

我在中国了..

在新加坡，通常厕所里都放 'flush the toilet after use'..
很普通吧..
中国机场的厕所里放的是 ’来也匆匆，去也冲冲‘..
很特别吧..

到了这里.. 天气很冷..
认识了两位公司的人..
他们人很好.. 带我们去买 pre-paid card..
带我们去买日常用平..
还请我们吃火锅..
火锅好便宜哦.. 新加坡 four dollars.. cheap cheap.. 哈哈
我吃到吃不下了.. 我想 eric 可以来这里吃得肥肥的.. 因为他很会吃.. 哈哈

回到住宿的地方.. 只有两间房间..
客厅只有沙发.. 还有一台什么都没有的电视机.. 放在那里浪费位..
但这台电视机有一个功能哦.. 一个我每天都需要的.. 就是能够当镜子.. 哈哈
房间里只有床.. 就这样..

房子里有很多小强..
原本我还以为只有一两只.. 所以就放它们一条生路..
但最后.. 越来越多..
我忍不住开始杀..
突然好想家..
好想去 kbox 唱歌..
哈哈.. 才第一天我就这样了..
我还有 89 天..
如果想我要 email 我哦！哈哈

［ sheryl, christy. kelly 和 eric.. 谢谢你们来送我.. 你们送的东西我都很喜欢.. 还有 tommy.. 不要在哭了.. 哈哈 ］

Heats one.....
Listened to Eric and Iwan and Tommy practise..
Listened to sheryl's cold joke with Christy..
Chatted with Chloe through msging..

Photoshoot one.....
Met Vivian Eu.. and knew she laugh veri man..
Met Vivian Lim.. and took pictures with her..
Sang with Eric & Sheryl.. and we got closer..
Saw Chloe and Kelly dance.. amazed..
Knew Iwan.. and realized he's pervetic..
Knew Angel.. a super retro woman..
Talked to Yelun.. but nv get any ans back..
Found Marina.. and she's so pretty..
Spotted Katrina.. Wao~
I had my first dinner with them..
We took a lot of pictures and neoprints..

Outing to KBOX.....
Met huiyi.. she's so cute..
Met Amanda.. she's cool..
Met Christy.. and her slow camera..
Heard Eric sing.. touched..
Talked to adria.. she's so pretty..
Listened to sheryl's singing.. Melted..
We had our 2nd dinner.. at Kobayashi..

Pertapis Home.....
Knew lots of children..
Saw Eric dance..
Knew katrina..
Had my 1st lunch with them..
Kissed Sheryl.. lolz..
Being kissed by Katrina..
Laughed at Chloe and yelun..
Wore yelun's specs and started talking to him..
Got closer to Chloe, Eric and Sheryl..
Met tommy the 2nd time.. Realized he love to smell..

Vocal Training.....
Listened to Chloe.. cute sia..
Listened to Vivian eu.. shocked..
Listened to yelun.. so sad..
Had 2nd lunch with them.. opposite LWSSOM..
Helped Chloe on her noodle..

East Coast Park.....
1st time cycling with Teenage Icon ppl..
Got closer to tommy..
Realized CHristy's camera got faster.. but still slow..
Got veri close with Sheryl and Eric..
Sang at the staircase with Tommy, Eric, Sheryl and Kelly..
Played singing games..
SHeryl almost donated her fats to me..

Semi finals.....
Everyone sing well..
Got closer to Yelun..
Sang with Eric on stage..
Cried on stage..
Hugged Sheryl for the longest time in my life..
Tommy became my best bro..
Met Jack..

Photoshoot 2.....
Met Xinwei.. So auntie..
Met shiying.. sexy voice..
Met Sabrina.. so tall..
Met ernie and kamsani.. good singer..
Got veri close with Chloe, Eric, Yelun, Iwan, Kelly..
Missed Sheryl and Vivian..

Kbox......
Thought i was leaving..
Cried like mad..
Listened to Sheryl's 'an jing'... touched..
Got close to yelun.. saw him crying for me..
Tommy my bro.. cried as much as me..
1st time heard Cowen sing.. nice..
Met Iwan.. Happy Birthday!
Ate at LJS.. me, eric and tommy ate at FOODCOURT..
Watched Harry Potter.. nice..
Chloe headache.. Waited for her parents..
Eric intro me a new drink.. ice milk tea from 7 11..
Became my favourite drink..

Yelun's & Eric's house.....
Practised with Aaron at Sonic studio..
Ate yoshinoya with eric and yelun..
eric owed yelun $10..
Went yelun's house..
Saw his mother.. pretty..
Spent time choosing song for myself..
Left his house late..
Missed my last train..
Went Eric's house..
Caught by the rain.. sick.. but fun..
Knew a lot more about Eric..

Outing to Bugis..
Met Eric early for shopping..
Got molested by an auntie..
Chloe extended her hair..
Waited for her at KFC..
Shopped for Katrina's present..
Ate at FOODCOURT..

Simpsons......
Went PS for Simpsons..
Shopped for
Took ugly photos of Sheryl.. had fun..
Ate at Ya Kun..
Went Yelun's house..
Saw his brother.. cute and small..
Ate cup noodle..
Yelun got high cannot slp..
Eric tired and lied on the mattress..
1st time slp with yelun..

My Playground......
Yelun's mum bought breakfast for us..
We had fun.. Posing and smiling..
Got closer to xinwei and shiying..
Went LWS for vocal training..

LWS.......
Saw yelun worried face.. so funny..
Saw chloe marching.. funny too..
Listened to Marina.. Scared and worried..

Katrina's BDAE.......
1st time sit Cowen's car..
drank with cowen..
got lost with cowen..
Listened to mahfuz..
had fun..

Alone........
Kelly and Sheryl spent money listening to their own MP3..

Tommy's bdae.......
Met yelun late.. so sorry..
Arrive late..
Got closer to Jack..
Chloe, sheryl, kelly, eric, yelun recorded songs..
Im drunk..

A day with tommy.......
Went out with tommy, eric, sheryl, and kelly..
Saw JJ lin at heeren..
sang K with tommy and eric..
Met Jack.. he's sick..
Sent him home.. and sent tommy home..
Shared a lot of things with Eric..
Emo-ed...

National Day.......
Went Pertapis home..
Had fun..
Kelly angry..
Everyone went for the sick of going..
Went kelly's house..
Watched final destination..
Watched the haunted school.. i fel aslp..
Stay over at kelly's house..
Cycled out and sent Chloe home..
Sheryl broke her scooter..
Eric danced in 7 11..
Kelly trying to control her urine..
Cycled back.. with kelly sitting behind me and sheryl behind eric..
Went down steep slopes..
Eric went down without pressing the brakes.. he closed his eyes..
Sheryl screamed and nobody's business..
We bathed.. shampoo got into my eye..
Rubbed my eye the whole nite.. pain..
shared a lot of things with eric again..
Emo-ed..
Sheryl and kelly had to slp without aircon..

Farewell party.......
Eat Pizza..
Had fun at Esplanade..

Finals.......
Everyone did great..
Congrats Marina, yelun and ernie..
Cried cos leaving everyone alrady..
Everyone wrote papers and notes for me..
Although last min but got heart can le.. Thks..

This may be the last entry.. before i leave..

Firstly, i had a veri great time today..
not competing, but performing for ppl who supports me..
I've nv been so relax on stage before..
I gain lots of things in this competition..

Glad that everyone came to support me..


My poly frens.. who were walking around drinking bubble tea..





Other Teenage Icon frens.. who helped me take nice pics..

Christy and Adria.. thks for 'STAR'..
Christy.. Thks for ur star necklace.. it suppose to give me courage and luck.. and it did gave me courage and luck..




Sheryl.. Ur cheesecake melt already.. but i will still eat..
(no picture to be seen)


Tommy and Kelly.. THks for the bear bear.. its in my bag now.. preparing itself to china..
Kelly.. thks for coming down juz to support me.. and needa rush back straight bcos ur mum dun allow..




Mark.. THks for ur donut..
Marcus.. thks for coming down even when u are sick..
(no picture to be seen)


Kuangji.. Sorry no time to talk to u.. but thks..
(no picture to be seen)


Haidie frens.. Thk u... (i sound so loh soh)
(no picture yet)



... OTHER PICS WITH TI PPL ...



CHLOE


VIVIAN EU

VIVIAN LIM


JACK! (act normal k? like the one in MSN)


KELLY WONG


ERIC!! (thks for ur clothes.. i will miss ur voice so much!! nvm.. i got yu tian..)


HAHA.. XINWEI LOOKS SO FUNNY..


ok.. so..
my entry ends here.. ( juz watch 'secret' again for the third time..)

MISSES:
sihua.keith.jovin.kellywong.jiashi.yeesiang.tommy.kellysoh.
marcuscheong.marktoh.xinwei.jack.eric.chloe.sheryl.vivianeu.
vivianlim.doreen.cowen.mafuz.nicole.yelun.christine.christy.
adria.huiyi.jam.ashley.weijie.joshua.cboon.iwan.cheryl.pipi.
shue.junwei.katrina.welson.xieshun.amanda.TEENAGEICON.


( Eric..... i will miss u so much... *sob* )

我海蝶的大朋友..
要谢谢你们哦..
谢谢你们抽出时间..
谢谢sihua特地去提我求了护生符..


Poly 的朋友..
对不起..
我知道你们很想和我聚一聚..
但我真的无法抽出时间..
但很感激.. 谢谢..


MARCUS CHEONG WEN OON...
谢谢你.. 真的很谢谢你..


Kelly..
虽然才刚认识你不久..
但你知道我心情不好..
却安慰我.. 愿意听我说心事..
真好.. 谢谢你..


还有不能不谢的是我的小朋友们..
和 Teenage Icon 的人出门时..
很开心..
也会伤心..

这群小朋友..
带给我很多很多忘不了的回忆..
真舍不得..


时间过得快..
就剩两天了..
没有你们全部的日子..
应该不会太辛苦吧..
辛苦也会为了回来看你们而撑下去的..
等我回来哦！！

三个月，足够让一个人从短发变长发..
三个月，足够让一个人减肥成功..
三个月，足够让一个人认识更要好的朋友..
三个月，足够让一个人变坏..
三个月，足够让一个人学会新的乐器..
三个月，足够让一个人长高几公尺..
三个月，足够让一个人失去所有..
三个月，足够让一个人成为大明星..
三个月，足够让一个人喜欢另一个人..
三个月，足够让一个人忘记另一个人..


三个月，说长不长，说短不短..
也许明天，有些事就会发生了..
不必等到三个月..

那我不在的三个月.. 会有什么是发生呢？


－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－－


你对我的感觉，只是一瞬间而已..
三个月后..
就会没有了..
放心..

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我是個熱愛音樂的學生。二十歲的我，擁有了無數的夢想和希望。我努力爭取每一次机會，希望夢想能快快達成！

我喜歡唱歌，聊天，吃東西和睡覺

::愿望目录::

::肥
::數不完的衣服
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::美麗又可愛又體貼的女朋友

::朋友::

|YeE SiAng| 小鬼| 思华|
|JiNGjIE| KamEnAsHi| JiA sHi|
|吴长文| yA hUi| zZ| JaNeSis|
|LeMaRc|
|曹格| |阿BeE| |tOm| |可欣|
|cHriSty| |kEiJi| |iWan| |cHlOe|
|sHeRyL| |yE LuN| |aManDa|
|jAck jAck| |aDRiA| |kELLy.W|
|kElly.S| |ViViAn.U| |ViViAn.L|
|kAtRinA| |cLaUdiA| |白詩瑩|
|wEl WeL| |我的偶像，AMEI|
|陈淑贞饼干 PapilionidaeSZ|
|美珍，jAnE| |小美| |裕文，pEtEr|

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